let go

life goes on..maybe it's time to let go something that i've been hold on to, something that i've been thinking of, let go something that i've been leaning on.... it's been long..it's been tough..it's been bitter... i've lost..shame on me. lost again.. human being ain't that strong to live perfectly. it's time to remind myself, only God can be lean on, only God will understand me, only God is always care for me, only God will not leave me alone, only God can make me secure, only God can accept me, love me as who i am. only God is eternally here with me. there's no one else on earth would love you like God does, and this should be what i should lean on, what i should serve for , what i should live for, what i should live with. 

i can't help it Lord..please help me out from sorrow, i keep trying to tell myself not to think too much, but all i wanna do is just hide, vanish from the crowd, go to a place with no one else except me and you Lord....